Thursday, December 26, 2013

What made me happy #2

Hey! It will be a really long posting! (Make sure there's a cup of coffee next to you, and some chocolate will be better :D )


Hey hey! Gue mau cerita lagi nih, still the same problem things, that I’M SO HAPPY. Mungkin emang vener kalaukita bersyukur sama apa yang ada pada diri kita, apa yang kita punya, atau pun bagaimana lingkungan kita, rasanya akan lebih mudah. Tadi pagi gue bersyukur tadi pagi dengan uang jajan per dua hari seperti yang biasa gue dapet. Ya dengan uang segitu dan sisa uang yang dimiliki kemarin-kemarin ya gue mengatur strategi membayar utang pulsa hehe. Eh pas mau berangkat dapet rejeki tambahan dari uwa gue, Alhamdulilla. Jumlahnya jangan kalian bayangin sejumlah kalau menang kuis atau kalau kalian dikasi duit THR Lebaran, jauh dari itu tapi lebih dari cukup juga untuk bayar pulsa J
Yaudah geu berangkat sekolah, rute sekolah ya normal lah. Dis sekolah gue mencoba untuk bisa menjalankan salah satu sikap terpuji yang gue pelajari dalam Pelajaran Agama ajaran Pak Nana, bersikap ridha, iya, bersikap menerima apapun yang Allah kasi baik atau buruk, termasuk! Saat gue sampe kelas, kelas gue LUAR BIASA rame! Sampe suah buat masuk kelas, dan semua orang didalemnya, sama sekali ga ada yang gue kenal! Semuanya anak OSIS entah MPK, ya gue pura-pura stay coo., dengan ambil U-turn keluar kelas naro tas di koridor, tapi.. wait..wait… mata minus 2.25 dan 1.25 ini menangkap sekumulan eh bukan SEMUA MURID berkumpul di lapangan, gue dengan otak yang Alhamdulillah masih bisa berjalan lancar meski tersendat untuk sebuah subjek KIMIA! Mencoba berpikir hari ini hari apa, AH SENIN! INI SENIN! Upacara kah? Ah masa si? Tapi mungkin aja kan, secara sekolah gue yang hobi ngoleksi sebutan extra-weird, extra-ordinary, or extra extra lainya yang bisa bikin alis lo menyatu. Gue dengan urat malu yang kali ini resmi diputus dulu, masuk ke kelas lagi, dapet tatapan aneh sih dari anak-anak OSIS atau MPK, yang gue yakin dapet intruksi dari si Iman, supaya pake kelas gue yang letaknya snagat strategis dengan Ruang Osis Haiyah! Gue mingle masuk ke dalem loker adalah tujuan tunggal gue, ambil dasi dan topi, terus kali ini urat gue tersambung lagi, gue ga berani masuk barisan lewat jalan depan, gue muterin perpustakaan, sambil berpikir “Temen gue siapa sih? Yang bisa gue cari” Asli suwer ga keingetan sedikit pun sapa yang harus gue samperin, Fiva, Fili, aja ga keingetan untuk gue samperin, bener-bener blank!
Ujung mata berminus 2.25 ini menangkap sosok yang rajin bikin laporan fisika di kelompok gue kelas 11, Furqon, naasnya cuman dia temen gue yang ketangkep sama mata gue, dengan panic gue “tanya “Ada apaan sih qon? Upacara” dia sih santai dengan menaikan kedua bahu keatas sambil bilang “Gatau”.
Tidak menemukan jawaban gue memilih untuk jalan kearah lapangan, mana nih barisan IPA 3? Alamak kayanya ngacak duduknya, tapi..tapi tapi.. mana temen gue?!  Baru tadi pagi gue ngerasa ga punya temen, mata gue menangkap wajah si Fili, Alhamdulillah! “Filii” dia menyambut ta kalah heboh “Aih cingce dia bilang” akhirnya geu sama dia nekat jalan ke lapangan nyari spot duduk yang pas.
Eh ketemu samaanak ipa 3, “Muthis, sini, sini muth” hehe tuh kan Alhamdulillah sikap temen-temen welcomed hehe, mau gabung sama ipa3, Fili tarik tangan gue “Andwae”  Oh iya yah gue kan kesini bareng Fili masa tuh anak gue tinggalin ya udah gue duduk bareng fili di lapang, taunya samping gue FIVA! Ck elah, dasar kembar siam gue kaga direncanain juga duduknya deketan, haha terus jadi ngobrol bareng deh tentang Running Man! Salah satu hal yang selalu berhasil bikin gue ketawa!
Terus kita cepetin kisah gue hari ini, sampai pada saat Kelas gue akan bertanding dengan kelas tetangga XII IPA 2, dan Hujan turun dengan derasnya, Pangky yang emang masih belum bisa control diri, ngegebuk papan jadwal pertandingan gara-gara dia milih ga mau main futsal sekarang karena kondisi lapangan yang licin banget. Sedangkan pihak Labid masih dari tim kelas gue juga ingin main, begitu pula dengan pihak lawan mereka ingin main. Jadi saat itu keputusan main atau tidak bergantung dari hasil kesepakatan kedua belah pihak tanpa melakukan musyawarah apapun. Salah panitia juga sih, ga tegas ngasih izin mau atau ngga saat hujan kaya gini. AKhirnya jadi main! Gol eprtama berhail diraih Hadi dari kelas gu, ini cukup menaikkan semangat main tim kelas gue yang pada bad mood gara-gara masalah tadi. Tapi selanjutnya langsung 2 gol bertubi-tubi dari IPA 2, ah ga rame! Tapi rame aja liat anak-anak cowo main bola sambil hujan-hujanan, jatoh-jatohan rame kan? gue pengen ikutan tapi, ga mungkin selain ga bisa main bola, gue lagi rentang banget kena flu, jadi lebih baik jadi supporter aja dengan suara ala kadarnya yang gue udah prediksiin bakal habis.
Selanjutnya gue memutuskan untuk pergi bareng Fiva ke tukang figura, dan janjan ketemu sama Lulu di TB! IYA DI TB! TAMAN BACAAN GARUDA! Ini juga salah satu hal yang buat gue seneng TB! Udah lamaaaaaaaa banget ga kesana lebih dari tiga bulan! Benar-benar kelas tiga itu menyita waktu! Di TB nangkring dari jam 2an lewat, mulai dari ngomongin Running Man (lagi) terus curhatan Lulu. Sesi awaln di TB dimulai dengan mengagumi kulkas yang ada di pintu TB! Huaah kemajuan besar, tapi yang lebih ngagetin sih sepasang muda-mudi yang memadu kasih di kursi luar TB, asli lebay banget! Terus Fiva memulai dengan membuka sebungkus solondokb seribuan, gue milih kripik pedes, asli pedes banget, sambil disela-sela shhh hah shhh hah shhh ha, gue minum the pucuk harum, dari kulkas baru tadi. Lulu sih menikmati pemandangan gue dan Fiva yang kepedesan sampe meler-meler dan maksa sambil tetep ngomong, jadinya muncrat deh hehe agak jorok sih tapi ini realita, dan kata lulu sih ini manusiawi :D
Terus sekitar pukul 3 gue ngidam cuanki, kayanya cocok kan anget abis ujan. Tapi menurut keterangan si bapak tukang cuanki disitu biasa lewat pukul set delapan malem, sedangkan TB aja tutup jam 5! Beuh ga match banget kan? ya udah Kita bertiga jalan ke arah kedai baso (seriusan ini kedai kok buka tukang baso gerobakan gitu) dan sampai disana asli kaya orang ga pernah liat kedai baso kita diem begitu liat harga baso termurah 10ribu! Sebenernya sih mampu-mampu aja kita namun, kita mau yang kenyang dan murah, akhirnya, warung nasi depan TB lah yang jadi sasarannya, kita makan kenyang disana murah dan enak lagi!
Kita balik lagi ke TB, dan itu pasangan di mabuk dosa masih ada, dengan posisi sama, si cowok negrangkul ceweknya sambil baca komik bareng. Ya gue masuk lagi kedalem, sambil ngobrol lagi. TB itu emang multi fungsi mulai dari tempat minjem buku sampe foto-foto sampe forum diskusi, tapi harus pake inisial klo ngomongin orang, soalnya si bapak juga deket dengan anak daci lainnya.  Mehehe, terus gue pulang deh sama lulu dan di jalan yang mungkin tibggal 10 menit lagi geu sampai rumah berhenti, dan mang angkot bilang semua penumpang harus turun soalnya, macet. Biasanya sih geu ngegerundel, cuman gue coba bersikap ridha lagi, hasilnya gue langsung naik angkot didepannya, meski sudah penuh, tapi gue tetep muat dengan duduk di pintu masuk, gapapa lah.
Sampe rumah gue baca novel Fairish, ini novel udah jadul banget tapi rame! Daaan ngakak abiiiis. Terus nge Running Man lagi hehehe!

Nah, tulisan yang diketik dengan font Times New Roman di atas itu adalah tulisan yang gue ketik sesaat sebelum gue mulai jenuh, sekitar pukul setengah dua belas malem lah, gue coba pikir, dan akhirnya.

"Ah! Gue kan udah punya VLC Player sama GOM" 

dengan grasak grusuk gue nyari-nyari dimana gue naro flashdisc, dan
"Chajatta"--itu sih kalau ala anak-anak Running Man nemuin piggy bank, atau ticket hehe, terus gue mulai install VLC,terus gue nyoba untuk nonton film Sunny yang datanya udah gue simpen sejak lama.

Sunny, menurut gue bener-bener film yang fresh! punya jalan cerita yang keren. Karakter tokoh yang juga kuat. bener-bener bikin gue nangis beberapa kali, dan setelah selesai nonton  mau tau apa yang ada di pikiran gue?

Who are my true friends? Do I have some?

Tapi hal yang membuat gue senang adalah, gue punya temean-teman yang baik disekeliling gue. Mulai dari temen yang emang baiiik banget sampe kayanya ga pernah liat dia marah, temen yang baik dan mirip kelakuannya nah justru saat kita lagi di satu sisi kita malah kaya magnet yang punya kutub sama, saling bertolak belakang; ada juga teman yang kadang baik kadang agak baik, ga jahat loh tapi; ada juga teman yang awalnya ga akan pernahj nyangka apalagi berharap untuk berteman sama dia; ada juga teman yang selalu mendaftarkan nama gue dalam salah satu daftar rivalnya. Macem-macem deh, tapi bersyukur sama Allah masih ada mereka yang insya Allah ada saat gue susah, dan insya Allah gue juga ada saat mereka butuh gue :)


Ih melankolis banget ya, tapi ya itu efek film Sunny. A great friendship that showed in the movie, made me wonder, what would happn into my friendship a couples years later, after i got married? after i have children? after i getting older?


Semoga salah satu temen gue, atau kalau bisa semua temen, atau siapapun yang merasa temen gue, atau ingin jadi temen gue, tau kalau sejutek-juteknya gue gue tetep berdo'a supaya kita bisa berteman dengan baik sampai nanti, dan gue bersyukur punya teman kaya kalian.




Peluk persahabatan :p


raCita,




PS: INI DITULIS SEBELUM LULUS SMA hahaha

between a lot of choices

Right or Left?
Forward or Backward?
South or north?
Stay or Leave?

junction just like mind branches.

source here

Stay or leave?
 this is the real question that stayed and stays in my mind for a long time,
Should i stay and keep fighting for what i've done?
 or should i leave this and hang on with the new hope? 
Actually, i really wanna choose the second one, but i'm kind of a person--recently i became like this--who dont wanna take a high risk, for something that still unclear with what's gonna happen later.

I'm officialy 18+ but still i caant even made decision for my own self,  
start from little thing
"OMG this notebook is really cuteee! the "desgin are sso unique!" then i see the price "OMG! it's so fuckin expansive" then i think for a while "but this one is rally cute!" then i say "NO! this price isn't worth for that kind of notebook"  "Should i buy?" "Yes" "But, for what? I've a lot of notebooks already and i havent used it" "But..." Then i leave the bookstore, but still thinking should i buy that notebooks?" 


Turn to the big things
Weeks ago, The robotic team was having an open recruitment for the freshman to join the team. I still remembered the day, It was FRIDAY!
I was having a plan, that Mucha and I will having movie time in Friday Movie Mania (It's a programme for having a free movie ticket) But in coffeebreak time, my friends shouted out that if there's anyone who want to join robotic team come to robotic basecamp on 4 PM.
Mucha, she ever wanted to join the Robotical team in the first OR, but she just resign even before she really registered.
I've a battlefield on my mind. Should i join the Robotic? considering of few things,

First, I didnt join any extracurricular--well, actually i joined eltrasradio (it's a n intern radio station) but the schedule was always never matched with my schedule. 

Second, join the robotic team, means i learn the same subject that i will recieved in the second year. And it means, that it will helped my second year by learning that subject first.

And seems like the universe guided me well. As Mucha and I arrived at the movie, the free tickets are unavailable anymore.
Then, the mind battle start again.
even i made a call with dadd, just for asking, that should i join robotic or not.
Daddy says as long it's a positive things, why not?
So i bought little binder, with unique design for becoming my robotic note.
Then, I went to Mucha's flat to pray, and prepare for coming to robotic. 
But after i arrived in robotic basecamp, what i did is just dropping Mucha and went back to  my own flat, because i feel so unsure to join the robotic.

So pathetic rite?



 I know that's soo ridicilous!

Any advice for the-always-cant-decide-moments-like-that?





Happy Last Thursday on 2013 dear!
Much love!
XOXO


raCita,


image source here





Thursday, November 14, 2013

When It Rains

And when it rains
Will you aways find and escape?
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything

Bandung Nov 14th, 2013
with all the gloomy feeling in this cold weather.
I say.. Hello!

It's 8:52 PM here, and the rain's still pouring outside, the weather is a damn cold.
And me staying in my flat, struggling with the Kirchoff Law.
Seems like, because of the weather i'm feeling so gloomy. i dunno wy, maybe because i'm so much tired and exhausted in the recent day. Yeah, Mid-term exam, is the reason why.

Anyway, sometimes i listen to the songs that match with a moment i'm in nor what i'm feeling. Just like now, I listen to When It Rains by Paramore. hihi.
 Please pray me a lot lot of luck for tomorrow, because when you pray in Rains, in shaa Alloh the pray will be "di-ijabah" hihi. Aamiin.

: اَللَّهُمَّ صَيِّبًا نَافِع


 much love in the gloomy day,

Amira Cita Muthia

Monday, November 11, 2013

Meet me on November!

Big Hello!

C'est Novembre!

I  still remember, what i thought about last year, on almost the end of 2012. 
I wondered that "Is it real that the world's gonna end?" hehehe
And now, Hello! November! 
Time flies away, darling!

I'm having mid-term exam this week, and tomorrow i'm gonna have Measuring Instrument and Measurement. Wish me bunch of luck!

Anyway,  talking about Novembre, so it means i just passed My October right? And what happened on My October?

To make it short, I really appreciated for What God has given to me, for everythings. 
For the never ending blessing and blissful life, For the love from people around me, and for the beautiful creatures. Alhamdulillah.

Talkin about October, nothing really special, but still i had some 'goosebumps'. ehileh lebay. haha

 Anyway, i have thoughts about someone out there, far away, that i really miss so much. For you, Have a good life, good friends, good morning, good night, and good food.

November means, we're gonna have a new years eve for less than 2 month left! Yeay!
And i really pray for the goodness in everything for this--I HOPE--blessful and blissful Novembre! Aamiin.


I have a quote that i read from a twitter account that contains lot lot lot of film quotes.

"Life can be so randomly beautiful" 

And that's what makes me think positively for everything :)


Happy Monday,

Amira Cita Muthia

PS: Alhamdulillah, after some pathetic and hectic morning, i had a lot lot of blissful things afterward.

Monday, August 5, 2013

A rare HELLO! (You finally meet)

Had a super busy week ago. Well HELLO!
Haha, last week i had my orientation in my new campus (Gawd! I'm not schooler anymore! Creepy)
It took 4 days.
Day One:
All the new students were following the inaguration ceremony. We sang the hymne and mars of my campus. And We took the pledge.
I dont know that am i just too emotional or that kind of moment had some magic.
THAT DAY, I (try to) Realize that i'm not like i used to be. I'm not a schooler any more now i'm student, and now (they said) I'm not teen anymore but i'm the young adult.
Talkin about young adult it means i should be more mature, more responsible, have a critically mind view, and understanding mu ownself better.
In that day i also had some speak from the important people in my campus like senat, chairman on student executive community and etc.
I was very very sleepy. I yawned very very often.
DAY TWO:
That day i met with three kind groups of seniors.
One of them, we called em Varangians--they are seniors that had a task to help all the new student to know about the campus environmental. They teach us something that we cant find in any books because it juat like tradition, or something that spread by mouth to mouth.
Then the next groups is Avicena--they're the medical team. They would take car of students who sick. Or giving them medicine.
They always ready and dispersed everywhere.
The last but surely not least! They were Immortal--from the name we knew that they had kind of scary image. Actually they were dicipline mentor. They would remind us if we made any false or break the rule. Well, the way they remind us are really fierce, but i understand that they acted like that just to train our mental to be stronger. Because in real life we'll find something tougher than this.
IN that day i also had a laboratorium visits. I visited my class and meet my classmeet. They all are really nice.
But, i bet that that day was the most tirinf day ever!
DAY THREE: I had some motivational speak from the motivators in the main hall. And you right that i was very sleepy and fall asleep for a while. Hehehs.
DAY FOUR: almost all the agenda were held inside the hall. It was really tiring yet relieving day ever!
We ended up the orientation by watching the fireworks wars and breakfasting together, ALHAMDULILLAH!


HIDUP MAHASISWA.
raCITA